If I was a “normal” person, I would love my life.
My family love me, I have great friends, I have a car (that’s if I can afford its MOT), I’m having driving lessons with an awesome instructor, I’ve got enough money to get by on and at the moment I don’t have to work. For so many people this may seem like an idyllic lifestyle but why am I wishing and praying that I wasn’t alive any more today?
I haven’t felt this alone in ages. I thought I was getting better but instead I’m having the worst few days in ages.
I am sick of living. What is there to look forward to? There is not point of living, because all there is to live for is work, money, family and friends. Don’t get me wrong I love my family and friends but that is all there is to look forward to, I will have to work for my whole life just to have enough money to get by on. The things other people are excited for in their lives are of no interest to me, I don’t want a family, I don’t want to settle down, I don’t want to travel, I don’t like holidays so what else is there to enjoy?
How do people live until they die from old age or an accident? What do other people live for?
I have no desire to live, there will be nothing to miss out on if I wasn’t alive any more. I’m not saying I’m going to commit suicide or put my life in jeopardy but I am just wondering what the point of life is, I’m just confused.
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i hope you feel better! sometimes i wonder the same thing..some days seem so not worth the trouble..especially when dealing with mental illness but just try and remember everything good in your life..make a list it helps me.
good luck and keep your head up =)
Thank you! I will definitely make a list a bit later if my mood doesn’t pick up on its own 🙂 your continued support helps me anyway =)
thank you! likewise! i’m here anytime you need to talk!
good luck stay well =)